This is where I'll put my random thoughts from time to time! I've never been one for keeping diaries or jotting dow every thought I have, so don't expect this to update too frequently... BUT! Don't expect it to get negitive either! I wanna make others happy! So, this place will alway be positive!
Hi!!! Welcome to the new and improved diary page!!! At first, I was going to copy over all my old diary pages into the new layout but then I realized how painstaking that would be and how all those entries are two years old now, So why not have a fresh start?
To be honest, this new update was supposed to come out a lil earlier... But, something broke in the code and I had to do it over again!!! But, it's all fixed now and I'm really happy with it!! The credits for the layout are at the bottom, however I did change the images that origanlly came with it to fit me better! If the origanal creator has a problem with that, I'll be happy to fix it!!!
Anyway, that's all for now! I hope everyone likes the new look!!!
Hi! I'm not gonna go to deep and get melencolic, but lately, I've been feeling tired... I think everyone can related to the phnomon I like to call, "Existance Burnout"... Where everything becomes to much and you really wish you could be transported to any other reality but the one you currently inhabit. That's been me for the past nearly two weeks... It's just been getting harder to want to talk to friends or post on places like BSky of Tumblr, so I think isolation will do me some good! Being isolated isn't as bad as people tell you, you know! It's a way to avoid conflict and things that'd upset you! Sometimes being isolated makes you a happier person! Plus, I don't think anyone's noticed my abcences! So, it's fine!
It's not all bad tho! I recently had a fun mall date with my partner last week! I won a plushie from a crane game, I bought myself two nice shirts and even got my brother one, and I got to dress up all cute for myself!!! I don't really put together an outfit like that that often! It's fun!
Anyway, just thought I'd spit some words here since my mind has not intrest in posting anywhere else! Bye-Bye and Happy Pride Month from your favorite Bi & Genderfluid Monstergirl!!!
It seems like whenever I try to get back into my groove, be more socacil, and get back to posting and talking with my frineds a new stressor comes along and directly shocks my system. Several things have come along today and induced a enough low level panic in me that I'm shaking while typing this... So, I've decided that for the rest of July, I'll just pretend socail media doesn't exist. It's probably better that way. Until my mind gets right. If you're seeing this, then hey! You knew where to find me.
I'm trying to calm down. I have my My Melody Desktop Mate with me and she's watching me type! It's... making me feel a little better and less gittery. I'm also going to a con this friday, so that's fun! I need this... I really do... I need to escape from everything that's being thrown my way and I think this weekend plus some other fun trips I have lined up might just be it.
For next entry! :}
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